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2013.01.15 21:29 Jayne Mansfield
Jayne Mansfield (born Vera Jayne Palmer on April 19, 1933) was an American actress. She was also a singer and nightclub entertainer as well as one of the early Playboy Playmates. She was a major Hollywood sex symbol during the 1950s and early 1960s while under contract at 20th Century Fox. She was also known for her well-publicized personal life and publicity stunts, such as "wardrobe malfunctions." On June 29, 1967, she died in an automobile accident in Eastern New Orleans at the age of 34.
2023.03.29 09:28 trilobit3 E5248: Invalid character in group name with terraform-ls
TLDR: Neovim LSP + Mason + terraform-ls showing error E5248: Invalid character in group name for tfvars file.
Hi, at some point after updating neovim and/or terraform-ls and/or treesitter to latest versions I stated getting "E5248: Invalid character in group name" when opening terraform.tfvars file.
Neovim version: NVIM v0.9.0-dev (updated yesterday)
Treesitter and parsers: Updated yesterday, don't know where to see version
terraform-ls: v0.30.3 updated yesterday
Mason and all plugins: updated yesterday
Also there are a lot of errors in lsp log related to terraform-ls:
[ERROR][2023-03-28 13:29:31] .../vim/lsp/rpc.lua:734 "rpc" "terraform-ls" "stderr" '2023/03/28 13:29:31 jobs.go:383: JOBS: Finishing job "7": "OpTypePreloadEmbeddedSchema" for {"file:///home/someuseprojects/terraform-test-ls"} (err = file:///home/someuseprojects/terraform-test-ls: state not changed, deferredJobs: [])\n' [ERROR][2023-03-28 13:29:31] .../vim/lsp/rpc.lua:734 "rpc" "terraform-ls" "stderr" "2023/03/28 13:29:31 provider_schema.go:106: PSS: adding local schema (/home/someuseprojects/terraform-test-ls, registry.terraform.io/dmacvicalibvirt): 0xc0004377a0\n" [ERROR][2023-03-28 13:29:31] .../vim/lsp/rpc.lua:734 "rpc" "terraform-ls" "stderr" '2023/03/28 13:29:31 jobs.go:383: JOBS: Finishing job "6": "OpTypeObtainSchema" for {"file:///home/someuseprojects/terraform-test-ls"} (err = %!s(
), deferredJobs: [])\n' [ERROR][2023-03-28 13:29:31] .../vim/lsp/rpc.lua:734 "rpc" "terraform-ls" "stderr" '2023/03/28 13:29:31 jobs.go:268: JOBS: Dispatching next job "16" (scheduler prio: -1, job prio: -1, isDirOpen: true): "OpTypeGetModuleDataFromRegistry" for {"file:///home/someuseprojects/terraform-test-ls"}\n' [ERROR][2023-03-28 13:29:31] .../vim/lsp/rpc.lua:734 "rpc" "terraform-ls" "stderr" '2023/03/28 13:29:31 jobs.go:383: JOBS: Finishing job "16": "OpTypeGetModuleDataFromRegistry" for {"file:///home/someuseprojects/terraform-test-ls"} (err = %!s(), deferredJobs: [])\n' [ERROR][2023-03-28 13:29:31] .../vim/lsp/rpc.lua:734 "rpc" "terraform-ls" "stderr" '2023/03/28 13:29:31 rpc_logger.go:29: Incoming request for "textDocument/semanticTokens/full" (ID 2): {"textDocument":{"uri":"file:\\/\\/\\/home\\/someuser\\/projects\\/terraform-test-ls\\/terraform.tfvars"}}\n' [ERROR][2023-03-28 13:29:31] .../vim/lsp/rpc.lua:734 "rpc" "terraform-ls" "stderr" "2023/03/28 13:29:31 jobs.go:246: retrying on obj is nil\n" [ERROR][2023-03-28 13:29:31] .../vim/lsp/rpc.lua:734 "rpc" "terraform-ls" "stderr" '2023/03/28 13:29:31 rpc_logger.go:50: Response to "textDocument/semanticTokens/full" (ID 2): {"data":[0,0,7,5,0,0,10,7,6,0]}\n'
This is my init.lua.
Does anybody else have this problem or knows if it can be solved and how? Thanks.
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2023.03.29 09:28 lifecarehospitalken Overview of Types of General Surgery in Kenya
General surgery is a branch of medicine that deals with the diagnosis and treatment of a wide range of medical conditions, including injuries, diseases, and deformities that require surgical intervention. In Kenya, general surgery is a well-established field with a diverse range of specialties that are trained and practiced by qualified surgeons. In this post, we will provide an overview of the types of general surgery that are performed in Kenya.
- Gastrointestinal Surgery: This type of surgery is performed on the digestive tract, including the stomach, liver, pancreas, and intestines. It involves procedures such as appendectomy, cholecystectomy, and bowel resection.
- Breast Surgery: Breast surgery is performed to diagnose and treat breast cancer, and other breast-related conditions. It includes procedures such as lumpectomy, mastectomy, and breast reconstruction.
- Vascular Surgery: This type of surgery involves the treatment of conditions that affect the blood vessels, including aneurysms, varicose veins, and peripheral artery disease. It includes procedures such as angioplasty, stenting, and bypass surgery.
- Trauma Surgery: Trauma surgery involves the diagnosis and treatment of injuries resulting from accidents, falls, or physical assaults. It includes procedures such as fracture repair, wound repair, and spinal cord surgery.
- Transplant Surgery: This type of surgery is performed to replace a damaged organ with a healthy one. It includes procedures such as kidney, liver, and heart transplantation.
- Endocrine Surgery: This type of surgery involves the treatment of conditions that affect the endocrine system, including the thyroid, parathyroid, and adrenal glands. It includes procedures such as thyroidectomy and parathyroidectomy.
- Oncologic Surgery: Oncologic surgery involves the treatment of cancerous tumors. It includes procedures such as tumor removal, lymph node dissection, and reconstructive surgery.
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2023.03.29 09:28 GiversBot /u/XARAYH [PAID] was deleted from /r/borrow on 2023-03-29 (t3_111rtbt up 43.19 days, LONGTAIL, ACCOUNT DELETE/SHADOWBAN)
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2023.03.29 09:26 Nothing-Mundane The snack I tried to buy on the left jammed, and the snack on the right I tried to buy after jammed too
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Posting again after 24 hours. Please, we need any kind of help. This is my fourth time posting this week. Desperately need help of any kind. Phone bill went up. Behind on rent and medical. My fiance and I just moved back to the area. I have a degree and plenty of connections. Going back to working hybrid soon but companies take forever with hiring. Mostly need it for phone bill because I have to have my phone if I want to get calls for any jobs. CashApp and Paypal
I don't take checks or anything to do with mobile deposit scams.
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2023.03.29 09:26 imnotlucky123 My (23f) bff (23f)is in VERY toxic relationship
I'm not good at explaining but bare with So her and her bf (25m) got together in 2019 amd she was so so happy, I was the one failing in relationships and we became a trio. Fast forward to 2021, she's pregnant. Her pregnancy wasn't too bad except when she got them both new phones. He kept his and used it to message other girls and there were messages such as "I have a free house" from his end. I don't want to say too much as I can't quote all the messages but me and her are thinking he's cheating. This is all while she's fucking pregnant with his baby. After the baby comes, shit hits the fan. All the sudden he's everything not good for her. He is allowed to go out whenever he wants, where as she has to ask permission if it's ok with him if she can go places (food shopping, seeing me, her family etc) especially if she's not taking the baby. If she is out past the time she is meant to be back he would message her to ask when she's coming back, she needs to be back soon to look after baby so he can go hang out with his friends. She says she's going to Tesco for 10-15 mins but also called me to say what's been going on so she's not bottling it up and feeling alone. She then tells me on the phone he's messaged that "it's been 20 mins and she's not back yet" why isn't she back yet what is taking so long. He's calling her names like bitch then going to the fucking BABY and saying "mummy's being such a bitch isn't she? That is too far. He has threatened to jump off the balcony of their flat if he didn't get his way, he's gone into the bathroom, locked the door and said he's going to self harm. All because he doesnt get his way. He has started to do chores around the house like cleaning and washing but if she wants to cook while he's cleaning, oh no that not acceptable. This has been going on for nearly 2 years and it's just getting worse. He shouts at her, calls her names, controls when she goes out and when she has to be back. He's not been physical (what she's said) but it's escalated to shouting making the baby cry and I feel that soon it will get physical. This is just my feelings tho. He's not a physical abuser but he's a manipulative, gaslighting man who goes to bed at 12 every night. Gets a lie in until 12 the next afternoon and all he has so far done with the baby is feed her, change her wee nappies (refuses to change poo nappies) and maybe get her up. He doesn't put her down to bed because he's too busy smoking weed with his friends. She's sacrificed so much for him and her child. He can't even keep a job. Puts her down saying her job is shit, put sher down and says she needs to change, why doesn't she wear makeup for him anymore (they don't have enough money to go on dates so she's in the flat nearly 24/7 apart from when she has to go to work. I've tried telling her that this sint good for her or her baby and that in future the it will have an impact on both of them. I had a call with her yesterday and after she is explaining everything wrong that happened this time I ask what is stopping her from leaving him (the council flat is in both their names but she pays for all the bills, even give him money to spend on weed, take out etc) she's doesn't smoke btw. Even her dad is fed up with her asking her for money for food shops. Bf has also said nasty things behind everyone's back (calling me a "fucking skinny bitch", her dad a "narcissistic prick" (for trying to break them up) and her mum "weird" even tho she isn't trying to break them up?!) She said that they only reason is that she goes to work and needs nursery for her baby to be in (now toddler) but it's like she doesn't want him to know or is putting it off, coz let's face it leaving someone like this is hard and scary. I'm setting up a time where she's coming over to mine and we're searching up nurseries near her that baby can go to. Is this ok to do? I can't stand to see her in this relationship anymore where she's crying to me on the phone. Is it ok for me to get the ball rolling so she feels it's less pressure. If it is less pressure? I just need help on how I can help her as much as possible while not getting involved too much, she's grown she can make her own decisions but she's not started anything. What can I do to help but not get stuck in the middle?
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2023.03.29 09:25 StepwiseUndrape574 GTA 6 Report Details Rockstar’s First Bonnie And Clyde-Like Female Protagonist
Grand Theft Auto V is one of the most profitable entertainment franchises in the history of games. It came along as a return to form after what many fans would argue was a misstep with the more gritty and realistic GTA 4. Originally released back in 2013 for the Xbox 360 and PlayStation 3—yes, it spans three console generations—developer Rockstar has supported the game's online mode with continual updates adding new content, new areas, and even all-new mechanics.
GTA V was such a runaway success—and GTA The Trilogy: Definitive Edition was such a dumpster fire—that Rockstar gave up working on a Red Dead Redemption 2 DLC, and has now reportedly abandoned plans to remaster more of its beloved older titles to instead focus on both further GTA Online content as well as the development of GTA 6.
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Naturally, expectations for GTA 6 are incredibly high, and given the advanced age of GTA V, fans are chomping at the bit for any bit of news. That's why there's so much buzz around a report at Bloomberg that focuses on Rockstar's new corporate culture. Company co-founder Dan Houser left Rockstar in 2020, and ever since then the development house has been trying to reshape a corporate culture that the report refers to as being "like a frat house".
Given the nature and tone of the humor in the Grand Theft Auto series, it's really not surprising to hear that the atmosphere inside Rockstar was juvenile and chauvinistic. The report remarks that the workplace culture at Rockstar was "full of drinking, brawling, and excursions to strip clubs." That may sound like a good time to some, but it's admittedly not very professional.
gta1 katie Katie from the OG Grand Theft Auto (1997) on PC (left) and Game Boy Color (right).
As part of the report, author Jason Schreier casually reveals that GTA 6 will have at least two playable protagonists, and that one of them will be a Latina woman. This technically isn't the first playable woman nor even the first playable Hispanic woman in the GTA series; the very first GTA game featured a Latina named "Katie" as one of its eight playable characters.
Still, very few of the series' modern fans even remember the old DOS-based Grand Theft Auto, so we can forgive everyone for forgetting about poor Katie. Regardless, the new girl will apparently be part of a Bonnie-and-Clyde-like crime duo, calling to mind the partnership between Claude and Catalina in the beginning of Grand Theft Auto III. Hopefully the partnership between the new player characters in GTA 6 doesn't end the same way that one did.
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Release the PC version at the same time as the consoles please!
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Broke my own rule of lending to someone with no history because the guy seemed down on his luck and needed some help, a $30 lesson was learned as he had multiple excuses about why he hasn't been paid before he just gave up and deleted his account
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Posting again after 24 hours. Please, we need any kind of help. This is my third time posting this week. Desperately need help of any kind. Phone bill went up again. Behind on rent and medical. My fiance and I just moved back to the area. I have a degree and plenty of connections. Going back to working hybrid soon but companies take forever with hiring. Mostly need it for phone bill because I have to have my phone if I want to get calls for any jobs. You can also pay anonymously through AT&T. Please help.
I don't take checks or anything to do with mobile deposit scams.
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2023.03.29 09:24 SampleSensitive9422 I really don't know what to do to make it better
| Our female cat uma has alot of fur, and I know that I need to brush her and i dont brush as much as I should because im forget full, anyway her fur tangles together really easy and turns into mats without us noticing right away. On Friday she is going to the vet to get shaved for the second time and shaving her every year we'll it gets expensive and it's not really good for her to be under anesthesia every year either. I just need advice for how to deal with her fur, because she is tiny compared to the length of her fur (she has a hard time cleaning herself because of the fur) maybe we should shave her fur down a little so it's manageable for her? Keep in mind that the long hair cats from her blood line has this problem and we suspect inbreeding at some point thx to my aunt not neutering her female cats. The whole blood line is an accident tbh and shouldn't have happened. submitted by SampleSensitive9422 to cats [link] [comments] |
2023.03.29 09:24 ArmyOfOne0 Taking Test E while at 25-30% Bodyfat?
I know it’s advisable to do a cycle when you’re lean, but I want to try it out.
My plan is to take a low dose Test cycle of 150mg per week for 14 weeks. I have ECA stack capsules as well.
I’m currently on a keto diet as well. Deficit of around 500 calories.
I do morning cardio 20 mins, and 1 hour weight training in the afternoon. Been working out on and off(atleast 4 months per year consistently since 18, now 29). My height is 5’11, around 205 lbs.
My goal is to get lean mass and a bf percentage of 15-17%.
My question is: Will I experience significant bloating,retention? Will I be more prone to e2 elevation or does it vary person to person?
When I did a blood test last week my test was 478 and estradiol was 56(high).
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2023.03.29 09:24 senamena_7 My bsf is pregnant and is mad at me for telling her the truth she needs to hear about her choices
Hi. English isn't my first language so excuse the mistakes.
I just turned 21 a few days ago and my best friend is 23 years old. She's been in a so called situationship since October or November 2022. I always told her to cut the guy off because she always came to me crying and screaming about him. He's not any good for her. OR anyone else. I never met the guy and tbh I don't even want to. She's been telling me ever since they started talking that he scams her and tells her he has big money and cars and everything which she never saw. He always makes excuses to not show her all of his stuff. "Oh, sorry I'm at an important meeting", "The car is at the repair shop" (he said that at least 4 times), or sometimes he even tells her he's abroad so he can't even see her or call her with his own mobile number. He always uses "another phone" and has to call her anonymously.
She kept on meeting him and a few weeks ago they spent a night somewhere. Things happened and now she's pregnant. She chose to tell me on my birthday. During Ramadan while I was fasting. I wasn't even mad I just didn't know what to say or do. She told me she was very happy and she always wanted to be a young mother and that she's keeping it. I tried to talk her out of it and said that in 2 years she'd still be a young mother. "No. That's too late", she said.
Bamboozled I went home, broke my fasting at iftar and just thought about everything. I told her I was gonna help her with everything I can but the minute that guy would do something wrong I'd be furious. She knows I don't trust him and that I despise him because I tell her that almost every day. I will be there for her, but never for him.
Yesterday she decided to tell me her plans. We both come from a conservative houshold so I understand her fear of telling her parents. We both know that they wouldn't accept her anymore and she'd have to move out (she's okay with that). So now she's looking at apartments. With that guy and to make it even better: She wants to move 50 minutes away to another city. Mind you, I still don't have a car so I'd have to go by public transport which would take me almost 2 hrs one way. Atm she lives 10 minutes away. I told her it's never gonna be "I'll be there in 10 mins" again. If she's ever in trouble or needs help during the pregnancy or after she gave birth I wouldn't be able to help her as fast. I'd need at least 2 hrs to get to her depending on where I am atm. It's not only about me but all of her friends too that live in the same city or even further away. We're all adults and have work and our own lives too.
To spice it up even more she told me she's going to marry this guy and probably even before she gives birth. 3 weeks ago she told me that she hates how he treats her and now she's trying to tell me how she's in love with him. I told her that it most likely isn't love but only pregnancy hormones. I get that they're having a baby together and that kind of bonds people but it's not love.
I tried to explain how I feel and told her that she should just take it slow and not quit her job and TRUST him to pay for everything during and after her pregnancy. He never showed her how much money he has, where he lives or what car he drives. But now she TRUSTS HIM!
I tried to take some time to just think and clear my head but she's now mad at me for ignoring her.
Please, what should I do and how shoud I proceed? I care about her very much but I do not for god's sake agree with her choices at all.
TL;DR; My bsf is pregnant with a toxic guy. Now she wants to marry him, move to a different city and quit her job to have this baby and I do not agree with her choices. What should I do?
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2023.03.29 09:22 Sovespra Vaush wrecking Shapiro on Twitter
2023.03.29 09:22 HiImMoonPie A lot of life changes all at once and struggling
CW: I’m sorry in advance for the swearing and probably discombobulated trains of thought. I’m struggling to separate all that I’m feeling right now.
I honestly am not even sure how to start this because it feels like my brain has been on fire for the last month and a half… probably longer honestly.
I have Autism and ADHD, and I’m sure like many of you wasn’t diagnosed until later in life. I’m also chronically ill so as you can imagine my daily routines are critical but at the beginning of this year we unexpectedly were forced to move.
While moving I developed pneumonia and then we discovered we were being garnished for old medical debts and our only option is to file for bankruptcy.
And to add to the shit sandwich that is my life, yesterday we had to rush our cat, my best friend in the whole world, to the vet where he unexpectedly passed away.
There have been so many traumatic events back to back lately, and my life has been wholly upended that I don’t even remotely know where to start.
And I wasn’t in a good place mentally even before this started.
I honestly don’t understand how to be an adult but I’ve been masking and hiding issues for so long that nobody understands why this is “suddenly” happening and I feel like I have no support.
I also feel an immense amount of guilt for the stress and pain I’ve caused my family because I just can’t fucking get my shit together.
I’m exhausted all the time, and my chronic illnesses are getting worse for obvious reasons but I can’t stop because life doesn’t stop.
And it seems like when I reach out to friends or family for support I get these stupid two fold reactions of them telling me I’m a screw up while holding my hand and saying “you’ve done this before so I know you can do it, so why do you keep fucking it up lately?”
And I’m sitting here scream sobbing into a void that I never actually knew how to do any of this shit which is why my entire life is on fire and I’m reaching out for help.
I’m 33 years old and I’ve never felt so embarrassed and ashamed of my life and myself.
I’m incredibly lucky that my husband is kind and supportive and patient but I feel like I’ve been using him as a life preserver which isn’t fair because he’s going through all of this as well. But I’ve become so isolated over the last few years in part from COVID by I think in part it’s also due to getting my diagnosis.
I don’t even know where to begin but it feels like even if I figure it out it’s to late to fix anything. I honestly don’t even know how to explain all that I’m feeling and it’s just building up and building up and I’m very scared my life is going to implode if things don’t change soon.
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2023.03.29 09:22 Pocket-Cups Looks like *SPOILER* will be back in S2!
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2023.03.29 09:21 tomylin Bitcoin Forecast for Today, 29 March 2023
2023.03.29 09:20 No_Trifle1291 And the hunt for my first shuno continues
2023.03.29 09:19 Terrible_Drama4084 First time trying out Vim
Hey guys, I just wanted to share my experience with Vim, which I tried for the first time yesterday. And let me tell you, it was love at first sight!
Before trying Vim, I had been using other text editors like Sublime and Atom for a while. They were fine, but I always felt like I was missing something. And then I heard about Vim's modal editing.
At first, I was a bit hesitant. Modal editing? What's that all about? But once I got the hang of it, I realized that it's a game-changer. Being able to switch between different modes (insert, command, and visual) with just a few keystrokes is so efficient.
And the commands! Oh my god, the commands! They're so intuitive and powerful. I can navigate my code and edit it so much faster than I ever could with other text editors. The fact that I can do all this without even touching my mouse is just icing on the cake.
Another thing I love about Vim is how customizable it is. I can customize almost everything to suit my workflow, from the key mappings to the color scheme. And with plugins like NERDTree and CtrlP, I have everything I need to navigate my code and files right at my fingertips.
Overall, I'm so glad I gave Vim a chance. It's already made me so much more productive, and I know I have so much more to learn. If you haven't tried Vim yet, I highly recommend giving it a shot. Who knows, you might fall in love with it too!
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2023.03.29 09:19 Important-Asparagus5 Body language
I was told by my partner yesterday, that his parents asked him if I’m uncomfortable around them. According to my partner I have body language that makes me come off as uninterested and uncomfortable. I find this really upsetting, because I really do try very hard to mask around them, and it’s upsetting to hear that even with all this effort I’m not successful.
I’m honestly not sure how to handle this. I’m really uncomfortable now that I know that this is how my partners parents perceive me, and it makes me really insecure and fixated on “masking better”, which only makes things worse. This situation is quite sad and hurtful, and it’s distressing to be called out on acting wrong, and my partner trying to “fix” this about me.
Sorry for the rant, I don’t have anyone I can talk to about this
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